A Winter Tanktop

2005-01-27T10:50:00.000-05:00

Hello hello. It has snowed so much lately! We got two feet of snow over the weekend, and then about half a foot yesterday. I haven't had school since Friday, since they cancelled for Monday through Thursday... and I was supposed to have midterms this week! While at a first glance, the delay may seem like a good thing, it isn't. At this point, I just wanna get it done with. I've shoveled so

2004-12-29T11:48:00.000-05:00

Yeah! I exist! My Christmas was good. Hope yours was too. Nayomi-kun, I hope you got the Christmas card I sent! I had sledding accident... Crashed my sled, my face is wicked messed up. -_-

2004-10-26T22:56:00.000-04:00

It's been so long that my current theme for my layout is hideously out of season. But I really like it, so I won't change it, at least not for a while. Viva la... winter?

2004-08-15T12:19:00.000-04:00

Wow. I've been gone for a long time. And I still haven't written the letters. >.< I did send a postcard. did you getit, Nayomi-kun? I hope you did, because right now it's too humid to write because the paper won't hold up against the pen since everything is damp. Printer won't print on the paper either. I was in a biking accident about two weeks ago now. I was on my way to sailing, and going

2004-07-10T12:32:00.000-04:00

AH~! Got my report card, it was great. Got a 97 in math. That's the highest grade I've ever gotten in math, and the only A I've ever gotten in math. =D I even got an 80 in Chemistry (which is odd considering I'm almost positive I failed the final), and that was my lowest grade for the final term. Anyway, I'm going away for a week. I didn't know this for sure until yesterday, hence my not having

2004-07-06T10:25:00.000-04:00

Hi. I still exist. I go to the beach so much, geez. I lvoe the beach to uber-pieces. ^^ Anyway, I still have to write that letter. I was going to yesterday, but it was so humid out that the paper was too soggy to write on. Wicked freaky. I need to take a shower...

2004-06-24T21:56:00.000-04:00

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2004-06-20T10:13:00.000-04:00

I'm out of school! This makes me so glad. I'm so happy I never have to ever take a chem class with that evil bitch I had all year. =D I think I probably managed to at least miss failing the Chem final by a few points, but not much. I already know I got an 89 on the English final, and a 90 for the term. There wasn't a ROTC final, the Geometry final only had one question I couldn't answer, I

2004-06-09T19:38:00.000-04:00

Ok. It's 89 degrees out still, and it's about quarter of eight. Geez. A poem in progress: "If there is one thing to tell everyone at once, It is that the fan is broken, And nothing can be mended, But that it does not matter anyway. And so a poem ends, No need to unravel the sky, It's only that it's through, And the thought has lived out. Perchance not to make sense, But to not make sense is

2004-06-08T22:10:00.000-04:00

It got uber-hot today. The air conditioning was half-functioning in school, and it was still pretty awful. At least we had the messed up fan in ROTC. Whenever it turns on, it falls over because it expels air with such force that it can't manage to keep standing after doing so. I don't really have much to say. Oh, and I finally read the letters Nayomi-kun sent to me. I'll respond whenever I can

2004-05-28T23:04:00.000-04:00

Y'know, I've had the same layout forever, I know... but to put it oh-so-simply, I adore this layout. It's not complicated, it's easy to manipulate... and look at the new colors I have! I re-do the colors once in a while, isn't that enough? I like the new color scheme. It's all citrus-y, makes me wanna get an orange sherbert and drink lemonade. Hehe.

2004-05-28T22:43:00.000-04:00

According to a post count that shows up on the blogger "dashboard", I have 546 posts. So this is number 547. That's a lot. Maybe I should archive them in another spot... I've been doing that with some of my toher stuff... The seniors are gone and I miss some of them. I even wrote an embarassing poem about it. -_-;;; I should go catch up on the R.O.W. message board... I haven't looked at it

2004-05-26T21:26:00.000-04:00

I feel obligated to post something. So here I am, posting something. And I still haven't read the letters you sent me, Nayomi-kun, sorry. >.<; I've been meaning to, but I've been running around and stuff. Today I had meant to, 'cause school got cancelled since a water main broke, but then I ended up spending my time archiving stuff, sorting photos, and trying to actually understand what we're

2004-05-26T11:53:00.000-04:00

Well, I foudn out what my position is earlier this week. Assistant to the NCOIC of Administration. A made-up position, but I don't mind. I like it better than being a Flight Sergeant, afterall, 'cause I'm not good at drilling at all. Someone was laughing at me and said my job sucks 'cause I'll acutally have to do work, but I don't think it sucks. I don't mind having to do work. On the toher hand

2004-05-22T14:53:00.001-04:00

Well, I know I haven't been around much, but I have been uber busy. Drama, ROTC, swimming... I'm always running around! But I think it's probably better that way. Speaking of running around, I'm going to see a movie this evening... Anyway, I got the letter and postcard in the mail Thursday, Nayomi-kun. =D I haven't had the chance to read them yet (sorry!) but I am going to within the next hour.

2004-05-07T22:35:00.000-04:00

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2004-05-03T18:59:00.000-04:00

I feel sick to my stomach. I feel like I could hurl. I have a cold, but I don't think that's it. It's something I found out about today. Something someone told me. Every time I think of it I just feel sick to my stomach. And I'm not sure it's even right of me to feel this way. As in, I don't feel exactly as if i have a right to feel sick when I think of it. I'll tell you readers, darlings, but

2004-04-26T21:07:00.000-04:00

I've been watching too much anime lately, I jsut know it... Finally saw Fruits Basket. Well, the first seven episodes. I didn't expect to, but I really, really like it so far. Episode seven is very funny, what with Yuki getting dressed up as a girl because of the upperclassmen. Hehe. The crowd he attracted was even funnier, especially the fanboys. XD And then his weird diversion in the middle

2004-04-22T18:50:00.000-04:00

They changed the set up for posting to blogger again. How odd and slightly disappointing. I just finished reading Interview with the Vampire. I just started reading it on Tuesday, Tuesday in the late evening. I really wanna read The Vampire Lestat now. And all the others in the series, even those which I don't really wish to read. I was slightly disappointed with the way the book ended, tho.

2004-04-22T15:04:00.000-04:00

I'm somewhere I don't wanna be... I can hear the clock chiming somewhere outside the sealed windows of this place. It sounds as if it's to my right. Somewhere out in the fresh air, out where I should be. It's chiming twice, it's two o'clock, but I thought it was later. And the computer clock is messed up. An ant just crawled out of the diskette drive... O_o Wait... the clock on the wall says

2004-04-18T12:15:00.000-04:00

I had a lovely time at the dance. It was quite fun. For some reason I'm yawning my brains out even though I got about nine or ten hours of sleep last night. It rained for most of the week, but then it cleared up Thursday and was very sunny, but it was sort of chilly. We went to the Red Sox game, but didn't stay the whole time because we had school the next day, and my brother was complaining

2004-04-14T21:22:00.000-04:00

Feeling a bit more upbeat than when I last wrote. It's been raining for days, but I really like the rain, so that's good for me. But it was unpleasantly humid today, and warmer than it has been. which was kinda un-fun because I had uniform wear today for ROTC. My collar seemed too tight, especially during Mandarin, and the wool in the pants felt too itchy. This Friday there is the ROTC spring

2004-04-10T10:21:00.000-04:00

Currently, my life = weirdness. But I'm feeling depressed now so this doesn't really matter to me at the moment. I watched Bowling for Columbine last night. It was so incredibly depressing. The world is such a mess. I hate the people in charge of this country right now. But America's been doing stupid things for a while now. Iraq is just the latest in a long run from the 1950's. When I say

2004-04-06T22:17:00.000-04:00

Sorry for the lack of updates, I've been busy lately. The term closes out this Thursday, so it's slightly chaotic. Some of my friends and I have come to the conclusion that someone we know is like a salmon. Well, ok, I came up with the anology, based upon what they were telling me. Afterall, salmon spawn in the spring. -_-;;; So, yes, this person, who shall be termed as 'Mr. Revolving Door' is

2004-03-25T22:00:00.000-05:00

I'm surrounded by crashed and crashing people. It's getting a little hazardous in my neck of the woods. I'm in drama now and have been doing tech work. I still have 11 hours of tech work to do, though, to meet the requirement. Canning on Saturday. Wow, what fun... And today I went and helped out at the middle school swim team practice with Kappa. It was quite nice. A lot of them were very

2004-03-23T17:06:00.000-05:00

Washington was pretty enjoyable. Kinda weird, but overall it was lovely. And I'd say more on that point, save for the fact that I'm currently not in a pleasant mood. Why? Simple. My ROTC comrades who happen to be seniors are starting to drop like flies. They're enlisting. And a lot of them could be in Iraq before this year has passed. One in particular already knows he's gonna be in Iraq by

2004-03-16T22:26:00.000-05:00

Well, I leave tomorrow at noon, and hope to have a lovely time. It's currently snowing very hard here, and I'm hoping school'll get cancelled so we get an earlier start for Washington. I'm also hoping it gets cancelled 'cause then my friends get a day off, too, since I'm gonna be missing two days in all. Earlier I made my Dad bring me to the store so I could get junk food for the trip. I got

2004-03-15T21:29:00.000-05:00

I still live. I go away this Wednesday and don't come back until Sunday. Why can't I motivate to write anything ehre?!?!?!

2004-03-12T22:20:00.000-05:00

Yeah. I feel like I should update. I got my Sailor Moon boxset today and watched the first disc of it. The sound quality on the opening and ending themes leaves something to be desired. But I'm not gonna complain, 'cause I have the stuff and am lucky to have it, and also because it isn't ADV's fault that Toei was being a pain in the ass and wouldn't fork over the re-mastered audio. I'm

2004-03-11T17:32:00.000-05:00

Yay. Things are beginning to look up for me. I have the ROTC trip next week, I've resolved issues with a bunch of my friends, I'm assistant house manager for the spring play, I won a science fair award... =D

2004-03-07T19:12:00.000-05:00

Ok, science fair wasn't really all that bad. One of my judges talked to me for 45 minutes, but he was a good judge, so I'm not gonna whine. My judges all seemed to like my project, my last judge adored my project. And after we were judged we had a weird semi-party in the corner of one of the rooms, complete with j-pop and an impromptu strip tease (?!). It was quite odd. But that was all with

2004-03-05T18:49:00.000-05:00

Eew. Science fair tomorrow. And I'm stuck there from about nine in the morning until 6 o'clock in the evening. Geez. How awful. I'm not near any of my friends, either. I'm two projects away from Kappa's brother but he did a really scientific and complicated project and I think it's gonna make mine look really awful. On the bright side, I'm wedged between two plant projects, and plant projects

2004-03-04T18:27:00.000-05:00

Today I made muffins. And somehow I managed to make them dementedly small. So they're like half-muffins. These were made for the science fair, because we are being forced to give them food. I volunteered before my chem teacher told us this, tho, 'cause I figured she was gonna make us anyway and it'd look better if I just volunteered. >=D But, because the muffin box said eighteen muffins, I

2004-03-03T17:51:00.000-05:00

Bleaaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh....... Last night, I finished up my science fair project. I worked my arse off from about 4 o'clock up until about 10:30. I love my postboard, even if it does look like a demented piece of Oakland A's paraphenilia (it's on a black three-fold board, and the stuff I typed up I put on green and yellow construction paper matting, and tacked it all up with white

2004-02-28T21:56:00.000-05:00

*waves a random flag* Yay for me... I'm helping the US economy... I'm pretty shocked at how much money I've spent in the past two weeks. I have almost none of my Christmas money left now. Oh, and no longer am I owed money by other people. Oh well. I think my purchases have been intelligient and thought-out. And I am doing my part to be patriotic by injecting money into the market. I'm doing my

2004-02-20T17:12:00.000-05:00

I went to the beach today. The person I was gonna get ice cream with cancelled. So I went biking. And I went to the beach. Haha. The beach in Februari...

2004-02-20T11:49:00.000-05:00

I feel really strange right now. The power of suggestion is... unnerving me. Someone suggested something last night, and now I can't get it out of my head. But what they suggested wasn't true. But I still can't stop thinking about it. It's really, really freaking me out. I got dragged to the mall last night, too. Ugh. I hate shopping. I went with my friends and felt awkward whilst they all

2004-02-18T11:34:00.000-05:00

Man. I've been writing like crazy lately. Yesterday I wrote two short stories in the space of about six hours. Even I'm shocked. Today I plan to write another chapter for my novella. It's already a pleasant 15 chapters long. =D I also mean to write another short story. It's tentative title is 'Evening Interlude'. Don't know if I really like the title, tho. The stuff I wrote yesterday was 'The

2004-02-16T10:51:00.000-05:00

Guess what? It's time for a happy post! =D I've had way too many "oh, I'm oh-so-depressed/down/blue" posts as of late. So I shall type up a post of a lighter, more positive note. Uhh... where to start? Well, I've had a weird week. I might be dating a freshman soon... *GASP!* It's strange, tho, 'cause altho he wanted to go out with me, he's now kinda backing off a bit. *shrugs* Oh well. He keeps

2004-02-15T18:03:00.000-05:00

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2004-02-13T23:24:00.000-05:00

It's Friday the thirteenth! Yay-ness! Hoo-rah for my dorkiness! =D

2004-02-12T20:29:00.000-05:00

I have had a weird past couple of days. First off, found out that my friend is now dating a guy that I was having her sorta ask out for me. He asked her. How bizarre. She thought I'd be mad, but I'm not. I didn't like him that much, anyway. To be brutally honest, it was just physical attraction. Not to the point of "Hey, where's the bed?", more like, "Hey, let's go jump in a closet and make out!

2004-02-07T23:30:00.000-05:00

*sighs* I'm feeling quite down. I've realized that someone somehow has almost complete control over my emotions. They can make me completely sad, or utterly glad, or downright depressed just in what they say. And they don't even realize it. I'm glad they don't. If they did, I might die. Not because they'd be awful about it. They wouldn't. I'd just feel incredibly embarassed. Especially because

2004-02-02T21:55:00.000-05:00

Hello hello. The Patriots won the Superbowl, how fun. It was a pretty damn good game. I'm still mourning the fact that the Chiefs were bumped in the quarter finals. ;_; But, I'm glad the Patriots won. The Panthers played really well too. I felt kinda bad for their quarterback, Delhomme, 'cause he did a good job and he was really sad that they didn't win. He was crying at the end of the game. ;_;

2004-01-31T21:01:00.000-05:00

Started writing again. M-Y! is on hiatus for now, because I'm writing something more serious. M-Y! was starting to get darker, but what I'm writing now is just depressing. And more realistic. It's probably more depressing because it's not purely fictitious. It's based entirely in reality. It's a fictionalized account of what has happened to me. It's also a what-if story. A what-if story about

2004-01-23T23:57:00.000-05:00

Lmao. Listening to various remixes of Howard Dean going psycho last Monday. Wow, he's such a nutcase. YYYYEEEEAAARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!

2004-01-23T16:11:00.000-05:00

Yay! My midterms are over! I probably failed the Chem midterm! I probably failed the Mandarin midterm (along with the rest of my class --- the whole thing was on the second book, which we're not on yet)! But I know I did well on English, History, ROTC, and Geometry. It's really bizarre to me to be counting my math midterm as one of my easier midterms... I usually have trouble with math. But this

2004-01-18T00:13:00.000-05:00

I argue with my mother a lot. It's too bad, but too true. On the other hand, violent as these confrontations may be sometimes, they tend not to have much of a lasting affect on anything. On the other hand, when I argue with my father, it results in a drastic change in relationship. If I argue with my father, I just don't talk to him for days. I argue less, but the results are more profound. I'll

2004-01-16T11:13:00.000-05:00

Oh, I don't have school today! Half good, half bad. I had just finished memorizing my Mandarin dialogue when I heard that we have no school. And, also, I cannot get my first mission of the year completed as quickly as I'd like to. Ah well. At least it meant I didn't have to study my brains out for my chem test. Geez, what kind of teacher gives a test the week before midterms?! But, school was

2004-01-14T21:25:00.000-05:00

It's been bitterly cold lately. Today has been the worst. I had to get up at 5:30 for ROTC this morning, and when I got up the mercury wasn't even at zero. When I realized that I didn't even bother to read the temp, just leaped in the shower. While getting dressed I realized I didn't know where my hat was, so I ended up having to go without it. My hair froze while sitting in the car on the way

2004-01-11T18:56:00.000-05:00

Wow, it's been so cold around here lately. I think the highest temperature it's been around here in the last five days has been about 15 degrees. In the last four days the high has been about 11 degrees. All in Farenheit, 'cause sorry darlings, but I don't know Celsius. It was so cold Friday that the milk froze while outside in the milk bucket. We get our milk delivered to our house, and it

2004-01-09T22:09:00.000-05:00

Hello! I am back! I burnt myfinger during my chem lab today. I was lighting a Bunsen burner, using a match (?!) and because I always use the flap on the matchbook to helo me light it, I accidentally burnt the tip of my thumb because it lit up too soon. Teacher starts yelleing at me when I tell her, whilst I stand there with the unharmed matchbook and a burnt finger, telling me how it's dumb to

2004-01-01T02:22:00.000-05:00

w00t

2003-12-24T21:24:00.000-05:00

My. Christmas. Sucks. More when I actually feel any form of motivation.

2003-12-20T22:04:00.000-05:00

I am currently popping vitamins and chugging orange juice in an attempt to make my body immune to the flu. Afterall, it has become widespread in my state, and I really don't feel like falling victim to it, be it victim as in just sickness or as in included death. But Kappa has the flu and she's really sick. =( I hope it's not the strain that's been killing all those kids and teenagers in this

2003-12-18T17:12:00.000-05:00

"In its weekly bulletin, the CDC said the flu is now widespread in Arizona, Arkansas, California, Colorado, Connecticut, Delaware, Georgia, Idaho, Illinois, Indiana, Iowa, Kansas, Kentucky, Massachusetts, Mississippi, Missouri, Montana, Nebraska, Nevada, New Mexico, New York, North Carolina, North Dakota, Oklahoma, Oregon, Pennsylvania, Rhode Island, South Carolina, Tennessee, Texas, Utah,

2003-12-14T08:22:00.000-05:00

Dude. They caught Saddam. And alive at that. Honest to goodness, I never thought they'd actually pull it off. I thought he'd probably just end up dying of some nautral cause and then we'd hear about it. I mean, he's not exactly young and he was a fugitive, and so I just expected him to get something like a fever and croak quietly. I never expected the US to actually capture him, let alone alive.

2003-12-09T21:03:00.000-05:00

I built a snowman in English today. It was incredibly fun, and I thought the thing looked quite cute. O.o;;; The other people in my class said it looked like a demon snowman. It had eyes made from some fruit chews, and it only had one arm, made from my spare pencil. I loved it... but I had to put it outside 'cause it melted so much. And it slipped out of my hands and smashed on the roof. ;_; I

2003-12-07T00:41:00.000-05:00

Man, it is snowing like crazy here. I have no idea what we've gotten so far, but from what I can tell we must have at least 8 to 10 inches on the ground. I simply adore snow, so for me I find this incredibly awesome. I was out at one in the morning shoveling snow, 'cause I'm one of those weirdos who enjoys shoveling snow. Also, I was waiting for me Mum to get home, 'cause she had gone out with

2003-12-05T22:08:00.000-05:00

10 days. I have 10 days. I think I'm depressed. I know I'm stressed. I know I'm repressed. I'm not oppressed. But I might be depressed. Sorry. I had a bad evening. It's snowing right now. The first snow we got was in Oktober, though. The first day of winter, at least in my opinion, was November 7th. My brother didn't understand it, tho. Maybe he's too young to. Or maybe I'm just... worn out..

2003-12-01T22:24:00.000-05:00

Ha. I posted. I needed a post for today. It's the first day of the month. I have 14 days.

2003-11-30T16:37:00.000-05:00

Wow. Last day of November. I can't believe how fast time is going by. I can't believe I've been in school for about three months now. Doesn't seem it. The term ended, and I felt suprised it happened so fast. Thanksgiving vacation ends tomorrow, but Christmas vacation isn't too far off. We get two whole weeks off this year!!! =D So, starting tomorrow there's nineteen days until vacation. That is

2003-11-26T22:25:00.000-05:00

*coughs* Eww, I think I'm getting sick... On Thanksgiving vacation now. Too bad I have so much to do. Not really a relaxing vacation, might be better off just being in school, even. Thing to Do - write long science project paper - write short English paper - help put up Christmas lights in the square - march in the Christmas parade - go to a swim meet - write letters to the ROW Eww... I have

2003-11-25T16:36:00.000-05:00

Argh. I had a very un-fun day. It was crappy. I'm totally pissed off at Kappa right now. She was being such a bitch during gym. *laughs bitterly* I don't think I've ever said such a thing about her before. Of course, this wasn't the only thing that made my day bad. If I really think about it, I didn't have such a bad dfay afterall, but the bad things have gotten magnified, so... it seems

2003-11-23T21:00:00.000-05:00

You know what? I really want a Vespa.

2003-11-22T23:00:00.000-05:00

Updated links. Hooray for me.

2003-11-21T23:53:00.000-05:00

Tripod ate my demented video storage site. And I had some pretty funny crap on that thing, too...

2003-11-19T21:36:00.000-05:00

Fixed some HTML. The title is now correct. Yay for me.

2003-11-16T13:09:00.000-05:00

My brand new aspiration: work at a flower shop or at the florist portion of the grocery store so I can be more like the boys of Weiss Kreuz. O_o;;;

2003-11-15T21:16:00.000-05:00

Mwehehahaha!!!!! I'm so hyper now!!!! {my anonymous friend}: Erhm, yeah, unless he's a very vibrant guy, he definently likes you zeropointq: cool {my anonymous friend}: So.... how long until his tongue will give your mouth a 'hello'?

2003-11-15T21:12:00.000-05:00

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2003-11-15T15:37:00.000-05:00

Remember when I complained that my love interest was a dork? Well, guess what? I've hit a worse snag than that. I liked him dorky, in fact. The problem is, he apparently already has a girlfriend. And I had no idea. She's a college girl. Like I could compete with that. He never, ever, ever mentioned that he had a girlfriend when I was around him. Even when the other guys would discuss their

2003-11-10T21:14:00.000-05:00

Mwah. I should update. ... I don't have anything to say, tho. Except that things have improved in my household. Good thing, that is. My love interest is a dork... ;_; Oh well. Could be worse. I could starving in Bangladesh. My friend is still beign stalked though. :(

2003-11-06T21:01:00.000-05:00

I love NPR... Clicky Here.

2003-11-02T13:54:00.000-05:00

"...I cannot enter unto the Kingdom of Heaven, for I have too many regrets to ever set foot there... The redemption I seek is too great to ever be attained, and I shall be content to wander the lonely plains of this planet as I know there is no other way for me to exist in an existence other than that of mortality." Reality, or not?

2003-11-01T23:02:00.000-05:00

Unfortunately for you, my dearest readers, you have caught me once again at my low points, a.k.a. Saturday night. Feels like someone sucked the ability for me to have fun right out of me. I hate weekends. I used to have semi-intelligient entries here. Now all I do is complain and angst. I bet I'm starting to get annoying. I'm starting to annoy myself, too, believe me. I think my mental

2003-10-28T21:13:00.000-05:00

Ha. Listen to me rant. I rant and rave, even tho I know I'm far better off than probably about 85% of the world's population. If not more.

2003-10-28T21:11:00.000-05:00

I hate my week thus far. My weekend sucked. I feel like complaining. I'm feeling like I'm at an all-time low. And a girl kissed me today. Demento world. I think the Earth fell off it's axis. I also think it may have left me behind.

2003-10-25T23:24:00.000-04:00

There are fish in Texas on Prozac... I was a ninja yesterday at swim practice because my coach was late. I had a tartan (read: plaid) scarf wrapped around my head, and a bathing suit on with my jeans. I was scaring people with my weirdness. It was great.

2003-10-19T00:06:00.000-04:00

Man, I cannot believe how depressed I am. It's those Red Sox, they'll always break your heart. Baseball will always break your heart. It's worse than having a crush that rejects you. WAY worse. It's the end of the world and the beginning of winter, as I have described it so many times since the early hours of Friday. I messed up a door at school by accident because I was so pissed. It doesn't

2003-10-17T23:27:00.000-04:00

I feel like someone broke my heart. In fact, this hurts more than if someone had. It's the end of the world and the beginning of winter.

2003-10-17T00:21:00.000-04:00

DAMN THE WHOLE FLIPPIN', FRIGGIN' WORLD! THEY LOST THE PENNANT, THEY'RE NOT IN THE WORLD SERIES, I WANTED TO SEE THAT DAMN KID ON TV CRY!!! #@%$! DAMMIT, DAMMIT, DAMMIT! *jumps up and down in a murderous fit of rage* God, couldn't they just for once win?! WHY MUST THEY NEVER GET THERE?! DAMN THE YANKEES STRAIGHT DOWN INTO THE VERY PITS OF HELL, AS WE HAVE YET ANOTHER TOTALLY AWFUL LOSS!

2003-10-17T00:10:00.000-04:00

@_@

2003-10-16T23:40:00.000-04:00

9th inning, game 7, Red Sox vs. Yankees. DAMMIT, IT'S TIED NOW!!!! They were winning earlier! *grumbles* So, the question is: Am I gonna party all night long, or am I gonna end up upstairs studying for history whilst sulking?

2003-10-04T22:27:00.000-04:00

Another revelation in that whole case of disturbing-ness. Refer to last post if you don't know what I'm talking about. What I'm about to tell you about actually happened a little over a week ago, but I didn't know about it until recently; even more recently I realized how well it fit into the whole horrid puzzle. I didn't know about it because I was away on an ROTC trip (mad fun that was, BTW).

2003-09-21T13:54:00.000-04:00

*sighs* Alright... I'm feeling a little bit creeped out at the moment... Why? It's a bit of a long story, but I suppose I'll tell anyway... afterall, I can't tell it to anyone else. And I want to tell someone because it's creeping me out. The other day Kappa told me she had a story to tell me. We were at swim practice, and so of course there were tons of other people around and she kept

2003-09-21T12:47:00.000-04:00

Death Date and Location by ThouDeadRingerPreferred NameSay AnythingDeath LocationDown by your old schoolReason for DeathWas killed by The Haters of New Mexico AssociationDate of DeathApril 8, 2064Number of People Who Will Want Your CD Collection0Created with quill18's MemeGen! Lookie! I made my own one of those thingies! YAY~!!!

2003-09-21T11:55:00.000-04:00

Your Anime Life by kazokuYour usernameGross income of creators$5,687,880GenreShounen-ai Your roleSidekick Your secretYou are the one chosen by fate to save the world from the one chosen by fate to destroy the world. Will you save the world?No, you croak half-way through the last battle. Created with quill18's MemeGen! YAY~! I get to be in shounen-ai! Too bad I die...

2003-09-20T16:37:00.000-04:00

The most popular DVD among the U.S. Navy is volume 3 of that weird anime 'I My Me! Strawberry Eggs'. My reaction ---> O.o Ranking second is the fourth volume, ranking third is Hellsing, and then at number 4 is one of the Revolutionary Girl Utena DVD's... Beginning to feel a little worried about the state of mind of our nation's navy... (Altho, I do like Utena quite a bit...)

2003-09-13T15:11:00.000-04:00

Oh, I'm dreadful. I almost never post here anymore. At the moment I am being sucked into liking totally manufactured-to-sell music for the first time ever in my life. It's very strange, I must say. I'm listening to David Cassidy songs. I recently just remembered how I liked watching 'The Partridge Family' re-runs on Nick at Nite when I was a little kid, and remembered the song 'I Think I Love

2003-09-08T21:49:00.000-04:00

You know what really hurts? Realizing that you have to give up on something and move on, that there's nothing you can do about it anymore. I realized that today, and now there's nothing left to do but leave it up to the heavens, for there is no such thing as fate. Even hoping at this point is too much. It's just time to move on. If it comes back to me, I'll grab at it, but otherwise... I'm

2003-09-05T22:50:00.000-04:00

Oh, yeah, gotta change to autumn version now... please stand by as I switch back over to Avocado Holiday version. Summer has ended, afterall.... Just please be aware that the current colors of the template are very much subject to change for the moment, even if this does read Avocado Holiday at the moment you are viewing it...

2003-09-05T22:22:00.000-04:00

Yesterday.... was not fun. I HATED it. My schedule sucked, which is what caused me the distress. It still sorta does, but it's better than it was. My ROTC class, which I usually love, was terrible. There was only one other person in it, and he speaks Italian better than he speaks English. u_u I have absolutely no knowledge of Italian, at all, besides 'Vive la', and that really isn't much. I

2003-09-02T20:28:00.000-04:00

Wow. After yesterdays depresso-entry, I feel incredibly hyper and insane. Like I could get up on a table and start dancing and singing. *thinks a moment* *climbs up on a table and starts singing Love Shack* The is a little old place where we can get together Love Shack baby!, that's where it's at! Huggin' and a kissin', dancin' and a lovin', wearin' next to nothing Cause it's hot as an oven

2003-08-31T18:13:00.000-04:00

Once upon a time, summer began. And it was always fated to end. Yet someone pretended that this was not so, and pretended that nothing other than the lazy days of summer existed. So that when the world finally came calling, she was confused and didn't know what to do. The illusion of summer freedom began to wither and fade, such as the ribbons placed on trees just that spring. And it was seen

2003-08-28T23:15:00.000-04:00

Erg... haven't posted in a while, a bit weird for someone like me who posts all the time. Just haven't gotten around to it, haven't felt like it, ya know? Been busy, too. School starts a week from today, afterall, and I have yet to complete my summer reading. Also, gotta get some new pairs of pants, 'cause I've grown out of one pair, and the knees of my bellbottoms are nearly completely worn

2003-08-23T23:38:00.000-04:00

Haha! XD Bwahahaha! XD Err... sorry.... Just had a good day. Did something that coulda gotten me arrested! No, I didn assasinate someone or rob a bank! Geez, people, I'm a teenager who gets kicks from random stuff, what I did makes that other stuff look mundane! No, it wasn't dangerous! And I wouldn't necessarily have gotten arrested... only if I had happened to run into the security guard, and

2003-08-21T11:11:00.000-04:00

Damn.... my post just got deleted! Shimatta! Anyway, at least I hadn't type much yet. What it was was about this new fad (for lack of a better term) in the land of blogging. It's basically this: a fellow blogger asks you five questions, and you answer them, posting your answers (and the questions, but of course) on your blog. Then, you can offer to ask questions of other people who read your

2003-08-20T22:59:00.000-04:00

"Denizens of the Lunar Colony Q, how fare thee? I have an announcement to make, regarding your wish to add water to your colony. We, alas, cannot do this, for in transport it would turn to nothing but snow. Also, we do not know how to speak your language, for we only know Lunar Colonian dialects A thru Fish. As you can see, this does not include dialect Q, which is spoken on your colony.

2003-08-20T17:07:00.000-04:00

School starts in two weeks! And I'm doing the best I've ever done at ignoring it's existence completely! XD I'd give you my opinion on back to school-ness, except that I'm doing such a good job of ignoring it that I can't even form an opinion of it. It's kinda funny. Gotta switch over to autumn-mode soon for this blog, tho. Been a while since it's gotten a new look, anyway. The pink is beginning